Have you ever:
1) Self harmed? noope.
2) Got into a real fight? yus.
3) Been too depressed to move out of your bed? yes. alot actually.
4) Tried to commit suicide? thought about it.
5) Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt? all the god damn time.
6) Watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting? yes.
7) Talked yourself out of serious trouble? lol yeaa.
8) Accused someone of using you? yup.
9) Shoplifted? NOOO.
10) Gotten drunk/high? nope.
11) Been to a concert where your favourite artist was playing? YES. godsmack!<3
12) Skipped doing homework to play a video game? yeah. arkam asylum.
(Right now) Are you:
13) Suicidal? yes.
14) Bored?yes.
15) Avoiding someone? yes.
16) Avoiding some task? ESSAY.
17) Depressed? of course.
18) Crying? i was today.
19) Annoyed with a friend? yess.
20) Worried and confused about something important to you? yes.
Do you:
21) Get depressed easily? YES.
22) Get jealous/envious easily? all the timee.
23) Feel listening to music can take your mind off things? its truee..
24) Worry about messing about your relationships a lot? yes.
25) Try hard in all your classes at school? YES. and i still fail..
26) Go out drinking? nopee.
27) Smoke cigarettes? ew no.
28) Smoke weed? ewno.
29) Do any hard drugs? ewno.
30) If you said yes to 28 but no to 29, Why? lolol..
31) Believe in God/Belong to a religion of your own free will? yes<3
32) Avoid people you care about because you feel you will only hurt them? sometimes..
33) Agree that self harm numbs emotional pain? yes..but i’m to chicken to do it. though i’ve thought about it alott.
34) Believe people deserve second chances? depends..
35) Agree with ‘An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth’? (ignoring the religious relation to that saying) yes.
36) Think things will get better? hoping/praying that they will.
37) Feel afraid that you have done wrong and will eventually be punished? yes. alot.
38) (be honest) Do you judge people who think differently to you? (seriously, be honest) i don’t get this question..do i judge people who think differently than i do? honestly? sure. but usually when i do judge people, the outcome is not only true, but also fair. i take into consideration all the shit they could’ve gone through..
Preference in boyfriend/girlfriend:
39) Long hair OR short hair? short haiir.
40) (For Girls one) nice smile OR nice abs? nice smile :3
41) (For Guys one) nice smile OR nice chest? o.o
42) Shy OR open? kinda shy. it’s cute. c:
43) Eyes OR body? eyees.
44) Religious OR non-religious? religious.
45) Caring OR non-restricting of you? caring. :3
46) Straight edge OR non-straight edge? wut..?
47) Piercings OR no piercings? piercings..
48) Tattoos OR no tattoos? depends..
49) Quiet stay-at-home type OR party type? quiet.. like me :D
50) Has friends you get along with OR has parents you get along with? honestly..parents. i wanna be a good girlfriend. :s
Would you:
51) Drink alcohol until you were drunk? NO.
52) Smoke weed? NO.
53) Smoke cigarettes? NO.
54) Get even with someone who betrayed you? suree.
55) Forgive a boyfriend/girlfriend who deeply hurt you? if i really felt like they needed a second chance..
56) Attempt to kill yourself if everything fails you? sure. if my mom dies, everything is done.
57) Keep your faith (any religious view) no matter what? yes. well..i try,
58) Join a band as a part time activity? YES:D
59) Feel sorry for someone who is being affected negatively from alcohol/drug abuse? yes..but they kinda did it too themselves..
60) Stand up for your beliefs if someone strongly goes against them? yes.
61) Go vegetarian for a month to see what is was like? YES. done it before.
62) Fight someone who was harassing your friends/family? YES. Mess with my family and i’ll either kick your ass, or go down trying.
63) Edit photos of yourself before posting them online? not anymore, i used to though, lol.
64) Put up with friends who constantly hated against something you believed in/supported? yeah. i still do.
65) Be friends with someone who was nice to you, but a cunt to other people? lol yeah. you have my back, i have yours.
66) Not like someone simply because your friend(s) didn’t like them? *sigh*..yes.
67) Lie to someone close to you because you don’t want them put up with your problems? all.the.time.
68) Starve yourself so you fit some certain clothes? this is really hard to admit, but yeah. but i never think of it as an eating disorder because i’m not skinny yet..
69) Get surgery on any part of you? If yes then which part of you? lol noo.
70) Sleep naked? lol no..tjhats weird.
You can only choose one:
71) Black or Orange? blaaack.
72) Metalcore OR Post-Hardcore? post-hardcoree.
73) Cellphone or Computer? computer.
74) Chocolate milk OR Coke? chocolate milk :3
75) Tumblr OR Friends? TUMBLR FRIENDS.
76) Apple OR PC?pc.
77) TV Shows OR Movies? Movies. :)
78) Old bands OR new Bands? old bands are so much better than the shit we listen to nowadays. like justin beiber? really.. >.<
79) Pop-Punk OR Alternative Rock? alternative rock. \m/
80) Reading OR Listening to music? music comes first in my lifeee.
81) Coke OR Pepsi? Define your reason for your choice. pepsi..i heard coke is used to clean the blood of of streets after a car accident.. :x
82) Staying who you are OR changing yourself drastically? staying who i am on the inside..CHANGING MY HAIR COLOR DRASTICALLY. >:D
83) Breakdown OR Clean vocal bridge? clean vocal bridgeee.
84) Jonny Craig OR Kellin Quinn? Define your reason for your choice. wut.?
85) Ronnie OR Craig? Define your reason for your choice. wut..?
86) Your life as a comedy OR Your life as a documentary?my life as a documentary.
87) Go to outer space OR Go all around Europe? all around europe. :)
88) Shoes OR Shirts? shirts. :3
89) Chelsea Grin OR Suicide Silence? SUICIDE SILENCEEE.
90) Drop out of school to get a job OR stay at school and finish your education. Define your reason for your choice. stay at school and finish my education. because honestly, whose gonna hire you without a deploma?
Almost over:
91) So far have you told 90 truths? And for fuck sake be honest. lol someee.
92) Are you quiet about your social life with your family? YES. every time my freaking mom takes my phone i take my battery out. why do i take it out? because. i want a private lifeeee. my mom thinks: SHE MUST BE TEXTING HER DRUG DEAAALER.
93) Do you want to travel when you are older? yes. all around the world with my best freaking friend, marianna.
94) Would you let go of people who mean the most to you to follow your dreams? no. because when dreams fall apart, your friends are the people who are there for you.
95) Did you notice there are no sex related questions? lol yeaaaah.
96) Rather be the opposite gender? lol kinda. i mean, guys don’t have a period, or give birth. xxD
97) What will you name your son/daughter? OKAY I HAVE THIS ALL PLANNED OUT. im gonna have 3 kids. the 2 first are gonna be boys and then 1 girl. the boys are gonna be older brothers. the first boy is gonna be named Alexander chase. and the second boy is gonna be named Carter james. and the girl is Sydney jade. <3
98) Do you get harassed more than most people do? yes. alot. honestly, i’ve gotten bullied and outcasted so many times, i’m just done trying. i like hanging with the misfits. :3
99) What band do you hate the most? Define your reason. omfg. freaking. i don’t know if it’s considered a band, but justin beiber. he’s so laaaame.
100) What makes you a bad person in your mind? a bad person in my mind is out for the uncomfort and harm of other people..